FABIO’ S FUNERAL. 8TH FEBRUARY, 2015
PERGO. 11.00 AM
On the drive to our friend’s funeral Aziz dropped the information that he had never been to a funeral before in his life except to our friend Normie’s in London a couple of months before. I was in Italy so couldn’t go but probably wouldn’t have gone anyway. My son and husband represented me and although I felt a little guilty and received the wrong side of a lot of my friend’s tongues, I still like to remember him as he was smiling and telling jokes, not lying dead in a coffin about to be burned.
On thinking about it I had only been to one funeral in 71 years 0f life. Is it because none of our friends die, or our distaste for the sadness of the occasion!?
The Fraser family have never been into funerals but tend to like to remember the deceased as they were when upright and breathing, and as we have never been church goers, have always felt it to be a little two-faced to suddenly go to the house of God and call on all his powers to help our loved one through the Pearly Gates.
The one funeral I did go to was a friend of mine who actually died in my arms. Larger than life and from the deep South, an American art dealer who had brokered the deal for Alan Bond for The SunFlowers and Irises. He gave himself the title of Lord, lived in a big house in Chelsea, converted to the Catholic Faith, went to tea with Father Ignacious head of the Catholic church in London, took drugs, was bi-sexual and who drank himself to death pretending that his tea was made of herbs. It may have a few herbs in it but they weren’t health giving and the rest was Tanqueray gin.
His funeral lasted two hours, was high camp and full of bells and smells. I still miss him.
Today, our dear friend Fabio’s funeral took one hour but meant more to me than all the high church rubbish that Billy’s funeral had comprised.
We arrived in Pergo at a small local church and a smattering of acquaintances in the car park. We signed the book of condolences, we sobbed on each other’s shoulders and spoke sadly in pidgin English and Italian to the locals we knew. There was no need for words. We knew we had just lost one of the best and most loyal of friends.
Close to the hour advertised for the start of the funeral we entered the doors to find the whole church bursting with people and our friends’ coffin covered in white lilies.
Suddenly I was unable to see anything that wasn’t surrounded with a hazy blur of tears. My heart ached as I remembered the fun we had had with this sturdy, strong blacksmith, master barbeque-er and all round wonderful, down to earth man. If you meet one such person in your life, you are blessed.
After the first introduction by the Priest taking the service, dressed in all his finery, invited people standing in the aisle were to take some seats that were vacant behind the altar, probably where when there is a choir, they would sit.
I found myself walking towards the alter, past my friend in the coffin, and suddenly I had a front row seat, looking back at the assembled friends and family. I hadn’t planned this but I thank God (!!!), for arranging it.
We had met Fabio through Hessi who had worked for us for some years interpreting and generally helping us to establish ourselves in our new life in Italy and the two had slowly good friends and for me Fabio was my rock while Aziz was away. The fact that he lived over the hill and had given me his VIP mobile number was enough to make me feel safe at night.
Hessi has been with Fabs for about six years and although he was difficult at times, she loved him and on his death bed had married him. She married him at seven in the evening in Arezzo hospital and he died at 1.30 the following morning. That is probably the quickest marriage either the Commune of Arezzo has arranged or any new wife has experienced. She appeared yesterday to pick something to wear to the funeral and we gave her a wedding ring, something nobody had thought about at the time.
When asked if he would take her hand in marriage, he struggled with his last three words, “Yes, with pleasure”.
Looking back at the congregation that morning I saw a sea of friends painting a heart-rending picture of grief. Fabio’s mother and father, old, frail and past grief but there to see their only son buried. Two people Broken by death after fifty years of caring.
Behind them Hessi, the new Mrs. Fallini with a friend holding her upright. A monochrome picture of the local community all mourning their lost brother. His best friend the vet, Antonio, hardly able to speak when I approached him, his posse of girl-hunting friends from his youth, all in a state of shock as the joker of the group lay in front of them cold, no longer able to laugh and joke with them.
The Fat Priest droned on and I prayed (!!!) that he would stop and let this forlorn group go home and cry in peace.
A beautiful young girl with red hair wearing a white surplus and Ugg boots sat in front of me and next to the Priest, picking her nails. She had heard this ceremony too often for one so young. From time to time she got up and tinkled a few bells, one of the only pretty moments of the whole ceremony, sat down again and continued fiddling.
I noticed a dog bowl under the alter and wondered where the dog had gone. Fabio loved dogs and was leaving three of them behind at home. He would have loved a dog at his funeral.
Looking to my left behind the drapery backing the alter it seemed this was where all the detritus of the last fifty years was kept.
A friend of Fabio’s on my right put his arm through mine and smiled pulling me upright, we all were crying. Paolo Artista was openly weeping and put his other arm through mine on the other side.
I think to steady themselves as much as to comfort me.
On the Priest droned on. He lit his handbag and wafted it around causing everyone to start a chorus of coughing, he even read out a list of the future events to be held at the church for the next two weeks!!
Finally he finished his litany and although I had understood very little of his lengthy speech in Italian, I wished he had felt more compassion for the grieving family and let them go home without putting them on such a lengthy wrack.
We were let out into the sunshine of the morning to mingle and to say our goodbyes to the coffin and watch as his poor mother held on to the hearse as it drove away.
Heart wrenching.
Goodbye dear friend.
Sleep well.
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